Last night He and I were talking, well more like debating the D/s lifestyle. I didn’t want to tell Him I’ve been doing some homework on the lifestyle to get myself mentally prepared for it. Last night, He finally got fed up and said instead of easing me into the lifestyle we’re going from 0 to 60. And as punishment for how I acted all day yesterday I knelt on my knees for an hour, I was not allowed to look at or talk to Him all night unless spoken to directly, I was not allowed on my phone by any means, and I was not allowed to sleep with Him in our bed. This may sound little and not too bad but to me it was. I enjoy being able to look at Him, He is a very sexy man. I wanted to be able to enjoy the movie He chose to watch last night. I enjoy cuddling with Him at night. Also, for medical reasons, being on my knees for so long without being able to move was excruciating. Today hasn’t been bad though. I was woken up by Him one minute before my alarm was to go off, I went to work, from 745 am to 2 pm, came home and told Him how my day went. I laid His clothes out for work and cleaned the house. Now I am on here writing. He wants me to keep a journal I’m assuming because when we first started out, He did. Now…I’m off to do some more research to be the best sub I can for Him.
My name is Danielle. I am 25 years old, I have been married for 5 years, and we have a 3 year old daughter together. My marriage is and always has been a D/s marriage. Him being the Dominant one. I always have submitted to Him, even though it was with attitude and childish antics. He is very passionate about becoming a 24/7 D/s marriage. Since I am a complete control freak, you can understand why this may be difficult for me. But…since it’ll make Him happy, I will do it. I will see what I have to do to train to become obedient, I will teach myself to watch my attitude and show and do whatever He needs without huffing and puffing about it. This blog is a journey into this life. What I’ve had to go through. Where I have found useful information to help me along in the process. This blog isn’t just for me…it’s for those who want to be in this lifestyle. To tell you what I’ve found that has made the transition easier and less painful.